今天我又哭了

Bubby今天來看我
我們談到了分手
很顯然的我們之間處理情緒的方式很不一樣

Bubby認為他要到明年一月底才離開,所以現在沒有甚麼好傷心的
而我卻只要想到分手就已經淚眼汪汪了
Bubby把我摟在懷裡...
他大概沒有看過這麼愛哭的老男人吧
對他而言 在他面前的是無限的可能和未來 21歲的生命正展開
而我
我看到的是我可愛的寶貝要離開了
我對他滿心祝福
但是卻還是難免傷懷
看著這一段感情走向結束
我感慨良多
當我年輕的時候
一直害怕承諾
進入的戀愛關係從來沒有超過兩個月的
因為濃厚的東方傳統的思想
我也很少逢場作興
活到34歲戀愛成績單只能說是乏善可陳

當 Bubby進入我的生命時
我只能說大概是老天給我最後一次的機會去捕捉我在過去流逝的青春
我捉著了這個機會
捉得還真的緊吶
今天我終於必須面對我即將要放手的真實了
我們手上還有不到兩個月的時間
聽著Doly Parton的歌 Travelin through
我只能說生命真的就像一趟旅程
而這一趟情感之旅真的是讓我學習了好多

特將歌詞摘錄如下

Travelin through

Oooh,OOh,Oooh-ooh,Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh-oh-oh-oh.

Well, I can't tell you where I'm going I'm not sure of Where I've been.

But I know I must keep travelin till my road comes to an end.

I'm out here on my journey trying to make the most of it.

I'm a puzzle I must figure out where all my pieces fit.

Chorus

Like a poor wayfairing stranger that they speak about in song.

I'm just a weary pilgrim.

Trying to find what feels like home.

Well,that is no one can tell me am I doomed to ever roam.

I'm just travelin travelin travelin i'm just travelin on.

Questions I have many,ansewers but a few.

We're here to learn the spirit burns to learn the greater truth.

We've all been crusified and they nailed Jesus to the tree.

And when I'm born again your gonna see a change in me.

God made me for a reason and nothing is in vain redemption comes in many shapes

with many kinds of pain.

Oh,sweet Jesus if you're out there keep me ever close to you.

As I'm stumbling tumbling as I'm traveling through.

I'm just traveling traveling traveling.

I'm just traveling through ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

I'm just traveling traveling i'm just traveling through ooho ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

Oh sometimes the road gets rugged and it's hard to travelin on.

But holdin to each other.

We don't have to work alone.

When everything is broken we can mend if we try.

We can make the world a difference If we want to we can fllly.

Good-bye you little childrein,

Good-night you handsome men,

Farewell to all you ladies and to all who knew me when.

And I hope i'll see ya down the road you meant more than I knew as I's travelin travelin travelin travelin travelin through.

Drifting like a floating boat and roaming like the wind Oh
give me some direction lord let me lean on you as im travelin travelin
through.

Oooh-ooh-ooh-ooh.Like the poor wayfaring stranger that they speak about in
song im just like a weary pilgrim tryin to find my own way home.

Oh sweet jesus if your out there keep me ever close to you as im travelin travelin
travelin through ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh travelin through.

Bubby 謝謝你...我愛你...謝謝